不只是朋友

每个人的心里，一定曾经惦记着这么一个人。

这个人，他是个可以对饮言欢的朋友；
              不吝啬催促你分享你的快乐 ；
              在他沉默的片刻拥抱着他；
              在他欢喜的瞬间与他分享。

你分担他的忧愁，驱走他的寂寞，滋润他的心房，扬起他的嘴角。
说穿了，你对他有一份牵挂。这份牵挂甜蜜又苦涩。
你可以毫无条件只为了博取他一笑，你可以上天下海只为了看他一眼。

你总是當他的聆听者。
在他受傷的时候，安慰他；在對方不愛他的时候，给他温暖。
在他难过的时候，陪他走走；在他痛哭的时候，递给他卫生紙。


你明白著，你的角色
也明白著，你的付出，像是投入汪洋大海，悄然不見。

背后的黑仅当是阳光折射的你的影子
所以我到现在仍觉得幸福。
这样也是拥有 ，
或許，我只是在等待.................. 只是想要一些拥抱你的希望。

 

Lines That Reverbrate In My Mind Every Minute

 

I know it hurts. I know that. 

But do not give up, you may be missing something greater than you could ever have imagined. 

And no one wants to miss something that will change their life forever. 

Just keep holding on, & I promise it’ll get better.

 

我为什么那么爱你

夜深人静，游览 YOUTUBE 时，被 “ 我为什么那么爱你 ” 的字词给吸引了。

张惠妹的歌往往都唱出我们的心声，歌词扣人心弦。

再过几天，我就得离乡背井，开始一段新的旅程。
心情既兴奋，又依依不舍。不舍得这里的美好，不舍得这里的温暖，不舍得这里的依靠。
但我知道，我得踏出这一步，才能向往更广阔的天空。人总不能一直停留在原地。:)


想在此，把一番话告诉你。对，就是你。：-
 不管我们的距离多遥远，只要抬头仰望，看到的会是同一片蓝天。:)
我的心，坚定。:)

失去后才懂得珍惜

人的本性，就是往往不懂的珍惜当下所拥有的人、事物。
因为被细心呵护得太久，不以为然，就擅自展翅高飞，以为自己适合更广阔的天空。
后来，觉悟了，醒了，回头才发现，在原地守候着的人已心碎着离开。

你忙，忘了他需要人陪；

你烦，忘了他需要安慰；

你气，忘了他尽力挽回；

你看不见他的泪。

爱情，不是等你有空才发现她的美。
           不是等你失去后才来后悔。

下一站、转角，那里充满着幻想和想象，生活的旅途，我们遇见过无数个转角，而到底哪一个转角才属于你自己？
下次，再次提起那个关于流年的字眼时， 你是否 还记得那些破碎了的梦？

一辈子，不是太漫长，而是我们明白的太迟;
一辈子，不是太短暂，而是我们失去后，才懂得珍惜的可贵.

Regrets That Sting

In the end we only regret: the chances we didn’t take, the relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we took too long to make.

Promises

Promises and pie crusts 
are made to be broken.
But not ours. :)

学习珍惜

每一株玫瑰都有刺

正如每一个人的性格中

都有你不能容忍的部分

爱护一朵玫瑰

并不是努力把它的刺根除

而是学习如何不被它的刺

刺伤

望

虽然

明天的幸福

感觉模糊

似乎遥不可及

我仍期盼

与你共同编织

下一道曙光

披上与你隔绝的兜帽

披上兜帽
背向你
双手遮盖不知所措的脸
似乎在哭
把两眼的水珠在面颊
汇注
好像要笑
让心底的咆哮在嘴角
可能是哭笑不得
而绝非哭过笑了
交集在脸庞纠结
没人觉察那重叠
或许那是两个极端的间歇
就当从未来过  不可捉摸

跟随你

我要跟随你的脚步

走到天涯海角

每个角落

都有属于我们的足印

我们的回忆

:)

I don’t want a fairytale ending with you.
I want to be there to help you face your fears and to help you overcome your failures.
I want to give you the kind of love that’s not distorted and fabricated, but real, raw and honest.
You’re not perfect, and neither am I.
But, when we’re together I can believe that things will always fall into place.  :)

不是路已到尽头，而是该转弯了

我的突发奇想：

如何面对人生中的得与失？
这恐怕是千百年来，许多人苦苦思索的。

“该得到的，不要错过；
该失去的，洒脱得放弃；
拥有时珍惜；
失去后不说遗憾。”


遇到某某已无法解决的事情时，甚至已经影响了你的生活、心情，何不停下脚步，
给心灵一个修禅打坐的时间。
或许，换种方法、换种角度、换条路来走，事情便会简单了许多。

当一切都已成为过眼云烟，放弃已经是最好的诠释。
学会放弃，将昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回忆。
放手不代表你的失败，放手只是在给自己一个更美好的路，奔向艳阳。

放弃了恨，留下爱。
让心中留下那种淡然。

不是路已经走到了尽头，而是该转弯了。 :) 

忘

该记得的，总会记着。

该忘记的，总会遗忘。

A Day With The Little Peeps

Today, I taught at sunday school.
It was really fun sharing with the little kids.
I said " Hello class. I'm Alyssa. But please don't call me Aunty Alyssa. I'm only eighteen "
So the little pumpkins addressed me as 'teacher' .

" Teacher may I go to the toilet please? "
" Teacher you see he took my pencil~~ "
" Teacher can I draw on the next page? "

I missed being a kid. Things were so much easier then.
Basically the thing that I was more concern about was my studies. ONLY.
As for now, WHOA. Complicated. Oh well. Life. What to do?

The Greatest Blessing

Home is a place not only of strong affections, but of entire unreserved; it is life's undress rehearsal, its backroom, its dressing room, from which we go forth to more careful and guarded intercourse, leaving behind...cast-off and everyday clothing. 

I am grateful for having my daddy , mummy and my sis. They are awesome. 

Daddy is the bread winner of our family. He is the coolest daddy ever. He knows about fashion, he uses android phone, he wears surf pants, he styles his hair. Hohoho. 

Mummy is voted the best cook in town. Her crunchy pop-corn chicken, yummylicious peanut lotus soup and stuffed bitter gourd are my favorite. <3 Imma miss her cooking :(

Sis. LOL. Ah. We have altercations almost everydayyyy. But altercations are what make our bond stronger. :)

In my family, LOVE is the oil that eases friction, the cement that binds closer together, and the music that brings harmony.

思念

有人说，

我的笑声        轻了

我的快乐        淡了

我的沉默        重了

我想是因为思念       深了      

用心

 感情，无分深浅。

只要曾经用心，

回忆，

都一样。

 

今晚的夜空，落寞。

有些脚步，万万前进不得；
一旦走错路，就迷失了。

有些情绪，万万泻不得；
一旦刺穿了，感情散了。

有些话，万万说不得；
一旦说出口，心都凉了。

如果一切能重来，结果会是怎样的呢？

情似茶。
晾着，
便凉了。

Adieu , Muai Long Hairrrrrrrr :'(

Pampered myself with hair treatment today. Trimmed short. Oh bye bye long hair.
Initially planned to curl my hair, but mummy doesn't allow. Hoho.

BEFORE





















AFTER

Night With Angie

Spent my night shopping with Angie, the best remedy for my overflowing misery.
( Oh well. Long story for last night's heartaches.) 
It has been a while since we last shopped together. :)
Here are the photos we ladies took. :D

Total vanity :P




















Angie with her cheezey bite.

Anybody interested for a Hawaii vacation? :)

WINK and shoo away the emoness.  :D

Cute music box. Next up in my must-have-item list. ;)

      *snap* *snap*

My new perfume. <3
It has a robust smell of sweet pie. Spicy.
Tsk tsk tsk.

有你，有我

人生旅途总是伴随着风风雨雨，多少回忆已在我心间住留，心中痴迷的祈盼，连同梦中那彩色的希冀。

我们编织着未来，努力寻觅，只为了心中的永远。

你曾经问我：在这茫茫人海中，在这若大的大千世界，为什么偏偏选择了你？为什么总是在情感深处时时流露出那欣赏而又热切的目光？对此，我只是淡淡一笑。看惯了繁花似锦，阅尽了人间春色，才知什么是过眼云烟。

而你，注定是我今生唯一的选择……

When We Get Together

Two days ago, Sam, Winnie, Puan Loo, Puan Ting and I meet up at Hi Bread for an early early morning breakfast. We didn't talk much, for the atmosphere was dull, pictures of separation played in our minds.
Angie was missing. :(
Either she has class, or my text message didn't reach her. :O
Dora didn't turn up as well. Oh sad. 

This is Sam. My buddy since primary school. We're both incorrigible chatterboxes. When we get together, the whole place erupts with gales of laughter. When you're up for lame jokes, those that would literally drop your jaw and make you sweat, shout for him ! :D
Sam, Imma miss you lots !
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This is Ya Ling. The hottest girl in our class. Great body sexy voice. Hoho.
She's daring, always craving for adventures. 
We tend to go insane and talk till we drop when we get together. 
Miss you too Winnie. :D
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AH AH AH. This is Dora. The perpetually funny girl in our group.
Always vital, active and sure to blast your head off with her incredibly hilarious laughter. She sings soooooooooooo well I think she could beat Mariah Carey. :)
When we get together, we sing like there's no tomorrow. 
Oh Dora mummy, miss you much. <3
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Ah this chabo. :P
ANGIE LIEW. My closest pal since Form Two.
We had conflicts. Yes. But conflicts are what draws us closer. :)
She's one cute girl with the brightest smile that could make you head over heels with her. Simply irresistible.
When we get together, we butt smack each other. HAHA.
Love you Buayak. :)
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~While not all of us are made to be married or to live in an intentional formal community, be it a kibbutz, ashram, monastery, convent or commune, all of us are created to live in some form of friendship.

Friendships are what help us be human.

There are friends that you have polite chats with, and there are your best friends. They're the people who root for you, no matter what. You tell them your deepest, darkest secrets, and instead of heading for the door, they stick around and your bond with them grows stronger. ~