Baby Mummy Mummy Baby

I just watched a video by Xiaxue on her baby delivery. Wait, do you know Xiaxue? I bet you do. She's one of the most famous and hot Singaporean blogger. (Y)
I wasn't a big fan of her, until I watched her video on her baby, a weird sensation overwhelmed me, so I decided to blog about her a bit.

   

Her husband is an angmoh. Months ago when she announced her good news on the blog, I wondered how would her baby looks like. Angmoish I guess, and my assumption was right! 

Xiaxue decided to do Caesarean instead of the natural delivery. It was painless during the process, she could still joke with her husband who were beside her throughout the surgery. I'd prefer the natural delivery as I could really really experience the excruciating pain a mother must go through for her child in order to bring him to Earth. It was really touching, especially the scene where the doctor carried the new-born baby to Xiaxue. I could imagine her joy. Believe it or not, it moved me to tears!

And then, I thought of my mom. How great she is. How noble she is. Without her, I wouldn't be here. So I wanna say thank you mom, for having to go through such pain to bring me here, for sacrificing your time, for giving me whats best. 

I love kids. Although I am scared of pain, even a poke from a needle would make me yell, I still wanna have kids in the near future. 2 or 3 maybe. or 4. HEH! 

Something to Wait for

YAY ! Many many thanks to my dad for being sooooooo supportive. He gladly agreed to sponsor half of my flight tickets.
I have something worth waiting for. ( Too excited *jumps*)

BIRTHDAY BOY

Oops sorry should be birthday MAN. Hahahaha.
So happy birthday baby! You know, birthday stars are not the only ones who can make a wish.
The closest person to them can make an EXTRA wish for them as well!
( Source? ) Aiya don't care where I heard this myth from. Prolly I made it up but I what's wrong? I still wanna make a wish for you. :P

So I hope that everrrryyyyyyyy single day of your life from NOW on would be filled with overwhelming joy, overflowing love, and over-abundant luck.
Soooooo sorry for not being able to spend time with you and for not being able to be physically present to celebrate your big big day. Forgive me? ( innocent face with watery eyes )

So I gotta get to class now.
You are king for today. Bully me however you want. I promise I won't grumble. HEHEHE.

LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS............. (NEVER ENDING)

寻找

从我们一出生到现在，生活的路上就是不停的在寻找，寻找，寻找。
我们寻找世上的满足，寻找心灵的熨帖，寻找真实的答案，寻找伟大的梦想，寻找活下去的理由。

小时候，我寻找的是三餐温饱 （最好每一餐都有炸鸡和雪糕！:p ）我寻找妈妈的怀抱，有她在我什么都不怕。我寻找安全感，保护我，为我遮风挡雨的只有爸爸。

再长大一点点，我寻找学问。 4 岁就开始我的学习生涯，不停的学习，直到今天仍然没有停止。

后来步入少年青春期，我寻找友情，寻找人家口中说的爱情。经过几番的跌跌撞撞，爱过痛过醒来过。

还记得初恋的纯真，虽然到最后都成了陌路人，但至少那份回忆让我长大了。

还记得和朋友们的喜怒哀愁，闹的时候一起闹，偶尔有些小摩擦，但是很快的又和好了。

再后来，我总算是半个成年人了。第一次离开家，来到了异乡一切重头开始。在这里，我重新寻找自己。在这里我学习慢慢习惯那种思念家的浓厚感触。

也在这个阶段，我遇见了一个人。他改变了我的世界，他可以把我所有的哀愁苦涩都驱走，只要他嘴角扬起一笑，整个宇宙都亮了。

除了上帝赐予我的爱，除了家人的关怀，他也是我活下去的理由。

一直以来寻找的真爱，就是他。

我仍旧不停的寻找，

唯有真爱，我已不需要再寻觅。 :)

TENSION

By looking at the title of my post you can already guess the level of my depression. :O

Le first semester of  Degree, le first month of le first semester is already so packed with countless assignments and projects. Gawd.
So every student has to participate in a camp called BIG. ( translated to English: Teacher's Development Camp) which falls on the 26th of February. ( 4 days 3 nights)

We are allllllllll required to hike, to swim, to camp, to cook, to run, to march, to sing, to act, to dance, to climb, to crawl, sleep only 4 hours but this is not the worst part. The worst part is we are not allowed to bring cell phones with us.
WHAT. T_____T

The campsite where we will be heading to :

TELUK GOREK MERSING

First Week

Time runs. Time flies. Time speeds.
My first week back to Johor is over. Lucky that lectures have not started yet. So basically I am enjoying my free time playing games and watching dramas.
Lectures officially starts tomorrow. Yah.

Baby is sick today. Usually I can hardly hear a cough from him. But this time he is seriously ill and had to visit the doctor. I pray for him for a speedy recovery.

Allowance won't be coming in, not until the end of March. So that means I have to live a thrifty life for 3 months. Maggie noodles, cream crackers and milo for three months. :O

Waving Hi to 2013

Today is the 1st of January, 2013.  ( I wondered what happened to 21/12/12 which was supposed to be the end of the world as many funny people has predicted ) So I'm happy that I'm still here.

I left hometown today for college again. And of course, goodbye to baby. It was horrible.
I am born to have over sensitive tears glands. Once I cry, I flood the whole town.

Although our separation is hard to bear, I am happy that we have been together for nearly two years and still counting. :)  We overcame the barrier of distance hooray!

So here I am now back in Johor. Early flight at 6am, forcing me to cry with sleepy sleepy eyes. I remember waving goodbye to my family and baby. Even after I passed the immigration check I was still trying to walk really slowly to just catch another glance of baby.

Everything once so familiar to me here suddenly felt so strange now. I am still not used to it. Back to the life where I have to get up at 7 in the morning, where I have no entertainment but Facebook and dramas, where I have to go aunty shopping at the hypermarket during the weekends, where I have to attend classes until 5pm and the WORST THING is, I am back to being away from home, away from Baby. :(
I'll eventually pull myself together though. No worries. I just need two or three days to get over my moodswings.

So I went to the mall with my roommate today to buy some necessities. I was stupid to buy so many cartons of low fat milk at one go, together with my toilet towel, washing detergents and other heavy stuffs. ( I could actually wait until weekend to buy milk). And then we met a silly bus driver who dropped us 1km away from my college. So we walked with grumpy faces under the blazing sun.

( Look around my room)
Ok stop sighing I am already a grown up so be one.
Hello 2013. Be nice!