Day - 6 in Kuching.
Time flies.
On one hand I'm glad that time is running fast for the day to meet baby is so soon. On the other hand I'm rather terrified and annoyed by the pace of it, for I'm pretty sure the nine days I'm going to spend with him will swoosh in no time.


Every moment spend together generates lifelong memories. :)

Home :)

After months of anticipation and strong desire, I am finally back to where I belong. HOME.
Nothing feels better than being home. The moment I saw the city lights of Kuching from the plane, my heart beats with a glow of triumphant, my legs went jello, my eyes were filled with fanatical gleam. You could literally read " Oh I am Home!" just from the expression of my countenance.

Back to my home-town, back to my cosy little bedroom, my soft kushy mushy bed and my little toy friends.

And tonight, I shall go to bed, with my eyes peacefully closed, for the first time ever, so deeply asleep, all because I am HOME. =)

=(

To love, and to be loved back.

It takes two to make love works. You and I.

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知足常乐

不需要很富有，不愁吃不愁穿就好。
不需要很多朋友，知心的一两个就好。
不需要很多人宠，真心爱我的一个就好。
不需要拥有太多东西，能每天知足快乐就好。

Tomorrow's exam gives me brain cramps. I was never good at Mathematics, Calculations and stuffs like that. Bye bye Alyssa.

Short

Life is remarkably short. Short as in today you still see the daffodils blooming across the wide field, tomorrow they wilt.

Short as in this minute you see the sun shines triumphantly, the next minute dark clouds took over the blazing sun.

Short as in today you still talk to your loved ones, kiss em across the cheek, laughed through the phone. The next day you would probably never get to see them again.

Life is short.

God made everything work in His time. Sometimes we are called home at the most unexpected times.

Cherish everything that you have at the moment.

Things on earth are ephemeral. Love while you can. 

I love my family, and

I love you baby.

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Praying hard for flight promos again. Real hard. If not I would have to fork out ways ( well I can't think of any other way which is as effective as eating one meal a day) to save up to that amount of $.
*pout*

A little disappointed. But the disappointment is sharp enough to paint my happiness black.

压抑的情绪，没有释放的余地。

唉。我是不是把自己逼得太紧了。:(
怎么我想喘气都觉得无力。

Irreplaceable

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Why?

The cooling breeze tonight after the rain caused my breath to hold for the slightest of moments, as the wonderment of the beauty of it collects in a bag of mixed emotions, leaving me to feel a true sense of joy in the end.

I could not deny. I miss you.
So much that I am starting to feel the ache. The inexplicable feeling I get whenever I think about you.

We greeted each other every morning with a hug; we prepared meals together, teased you and said you are a badddddd cook; watched movies at night together. Everything felt so right with you around. :)

Baby I miss you.

Hehehe

Once again, baby you made me laughed SO HARD when I needed an antidote for my worries over exams.

I wanted to grumble about my anxiety, but I do not even have a chance to heave a sigh! For you painted my gloomy night with rainbows. :)

Isn't it amazing,to have someone who knows exactly where to hit your button and make you smile like a psycho ? :P

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Worries

Worrying is the biggest enemy to the state of your mental health. 
Worrying causes you to be: fretful, impatient, fearful, anxious, stressful, irritable, it can trigger health & mental problems, and many more things can happen and it all begins with a THOUGHT.


Sometimes we worry about things that may never happen, is that not a waste of your time? When you worry you are constantly putting yourself in a place of helplessness.WORRYING DEPRIVE YOU OF YOUR STRENGTH, POWER & PEACE OF MIND. There is absolutely nothing good that comes out of worrying, nothing. 

When we begin to worry,  our actions are actually saying “God I don’t trust you enough to take care of this situation”, “I don’t think you have the power, the knowledge to help me, so I will do it myself”. 


The better thing to do is pray that God sends His angels to watch over your little one, rather than worry about them. :)

Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you” ~1 Peter 5:7 (NLT)

I want a love that will last. And I want it with you.

:)

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Everything

I asked myself why, and in that same breath as I watch you, I get my answer.

It’s everything about you; that teasing smile, that warm scent.
It’s the curve of your arms, the tousle of your hair, the deepness of your voice that I get lost in.
It’s just everything about you. But more than that, it’s everything about me.

It’s everything about the way you make me laugh, cry, and smile.
It’s everything about the way you make me feel.
And that’s everything that I cannot, and would not, want to let go of.

Hello MAYYYYYY.

Time flies inconceivably fast. 15 minutes to the first of May. Which indicates that I have exactly 35 days left to meet baby. We both have walked over a hundred days on our own before the day of glorious joy. The exhilaration to meet him is what keeps me firm and strong.

Whenever I feel my energy dissipating, the road ahead of me is gloomy and I do not feel like walking on, I tell myself that another step forward is another step closer to the big day. :)

So here I am, after 5 months of separation, still loving him more than ever. So proud of our firm and unfaltering relationship despite being more than a thousand miles apart.  #proudface