Pray

Strengthen Baby's mummy, O God, to do what she has to do and bear what she has to bear; that, accepting your healing gifts through the skill of surgeons and nurses, she may be restored to usefulness in your world with a thankful heart. I also pray that her health may be restored perfectly, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

PC Fair Day Two

U know. Really. I am now being pushed to the edge. Uhhhh!
Today's cash short of like, five hundred ringgit.  What!?

Ok let me explain.
See, I work as the CASHIER for PC IMOOT.  (the company's name has been made up) . PC IMOOT placed me under Logitech Booth with another three Logitech promoters who have nothing to do with PC IMOOT. 

Now. As the cashier, I am in charge of the cash only. Whatever the promoters sell, they have to go through me for money. They name the amount, I give the money they  needed.
First, all cash bills are hand written by the promoters.
Second, all sale records are not computerized. We do not have a proper cash register.  All they gave me was a canvas bag to hold the cash.
Third, one day's sales can exceed five thousand.

Look, I think it is really illogical to manage sales this way.
Now short of five hundred, i hope they won't blame it on me. Really.
The promoters might name me the wrong amount??  Or the hand written bills are faulty?? Why it has to be me??

Duh. 
Five hundred.  Lol.
Very.  Very. Very. Speechless.

PC FAIR DAY ONE

Oh. Finally. I am now in bed, where I must say, is the best place to be.
Exhausted and all worn out after a day's work.
Met new colleagues. Kept one another company for the last 10 hours. My leader is a nice guy. ( I'm lucky phew ). Statistic shows that guy leaders are way more lenient than woman leaders. (Women are temperamental hahaha )
Bad news is, I totally screwed up my first day's salary.
Right. Short of money from the sales. I am the cashier. See?
Sigh. Bad luck. I almost burst into a fountain of tears. 
It is not fair. Yes I was appointed to hold the cash but the other promoters did take charge of the money as well.

Gahhh.  Whatever.  }:(

Countdown

Exactly two weeks from now, we shall meet again, after half a year.
Excited much. Imagine the sudden rush of joy and butterflies at the first glance. It is going to feel like first love again. Hahahaha!

Life and Hope ; Get Well Soon

Life is beautiful but not always easy, it has problems, too, and the challenge lies in facing them with courage, letting the beauty of life act like a balm, which makes the pain bearable, during trying times, by providing hope. There is no doubt that life is not just a bed of roses; thorns are also a part of it and should be accepted by us just as we accept the beautiful side of life. There are times in life where you will not find peace, where you will be struck with all means of agony. But always have Hope. Always.

I have come to know and comprehend the feeling of apprehension, worry and panic when a dear one is at the verge of danger. My heart raced 180 bpm, my body tightened and a sudden chill took over me without notice. The next minute, a tear rolled down my cheek unwillingly.

It is painfully difficult for everyone who cares about her. I earnestly hope and pray that she will be able to go through this uphill struggle with strength and courage. There are so many things that I have not share and do with her. The family needs her around. Get well soon. :') Although no words can really help to ease the pain she bears, just know that she is very close in my every thought and prayer.

And hey, Baby. I will always be here rain or shine. To comfort and to support you when you feel utterly dismayed. Things will be okay. We are almost there.

考试。战争。

明天即将开始一连串的战争。
带着沉重的脚步慢慢走向考试大厅，那种战战兢兢的心情，哇！无法形容。
虽然明天考的是英文（算是最有把握的一科吧？），可是仍然害怕面对考场的那种寂静带来的恐惧。
希望明天考试一切顺利。然后再准备下一场战争。:O

LDR

TOGETHER AT LAST

Although this is just a very short film, with hardly any conversation between the two lovebirds, but it is really really sweet especially the first two minutes of the film, and the last two minutes.

Together at last. :)

远距离，你和我。

有人说  “ 两情若是长久时，又岂在朝朝暮暮？”

爱的时候，总希望情人就在我们身边，两个人可以朝夕相处、可以日夜相对。

但是有时候事情不是这么美好，爱上的人不一定可以经常在我们身边，

甚至是天各一方：看到的风景不一样、听到的虫鸣声不一样, 闻到的花香不一样、

穿越的大街小巷也不一样。

两个相爱的人能整天腻在一起，固然很幸福。他们很少会寂寞，但是也很少有绵长的思念。

他们一起自习，一起上课下课，

一起泡茶，一起写笔记，

离开一秒也无所谓，因为还有下一秒；­

　　

他们在一个学校，可以一起去图书馆，周末可以一起看电影，一起喝着同一杯泡沫红茶，晚上睡不着可以一起看星星看月亮，一起跑跑步，一起手牵走树林，一天不见也无所谓，因为至少还有明天；­

　　

　　

　　他们在同一个一个城市，还可以一起逛街，

一起吃冰一起玩电玩，

一起坐公交一起乘电梯，

可以一起想起城市某家小店某个好玩的去处，

一个星期不见也不会想念，因为还有下个星期。

可是他们都将无法体会到真正的强烈思念，无法体验那种坚强的爱情。

日子一天一天的过去，漫长的岁月每一天都在反复的上演。

我常常在想，如果我们都在同一个城市，

我们就可以一起逛街，一起上网，一起拍照，一起坐公交车，

一起去某个好玩儿的地方。

可以陪你打篮球，打得累的时候可以把水壶递给你。

可以陪你钓鱼，分享钓鱼大收获时的喜悦。

可是，你的手很久很久都没办法牵；

有些依依不舍的话只能对着电话说。

下雨了，雨滴滴落的声音如此清晰，

不知道远方的你有没有人为你撑伞；

新买的裙子不知道什么时候才能得到你的赞赏；

一个人走在街上，一个人享受着思念的滋味，

一个人的坚强，一个人的信仰，

一个人的等待，一个人的拍拖，

只为了下次见面时，我们在一起。

其实我是幸福的，因为我拥有了一个愿意和我一起坚持努力的人，

我拥有了一颗能和你有着相同执着和梦想的心，

我拥有了一份强烈到有勇气挑战距离的爱，

这难道不是一种幸福吗？

                                  

   

远距离的爱情，比一般人更加辛苦。

可是只有坚持了，才会有更加美好的未来，

因为等待回来的是更加甜蜜的果实。

我相信，异地恋的人到了最后还是在一起的，

那么一定一定比任何人都幸福，比任何人都更懂得珍惜。

我爱你。:)

不管我们之间的距离有多遥远。

不管我们是什么时候再度拥抱。

我爱你

我爱你，不止是现在的你，而是爱着以前和以后的你。
不管曾经犯下什么错，都能包容谅解。
不过以后会有什么不愉快，都能和你一起走过。

我爱你，不止是爱着可碰触到的你，而是爱着你心灵的每一寸。
再艳丽的花朵也会凋谢，再帅气的男人也会老化。
爱的不是外表，而是能用心去感受到的你。

我爱你，不止是现在完完整整的你，而是爱着可能会有缺陷的你。
人生不如意之事已非罕见。
不管在什么情况下，是喜是悲、是祸是福、是富裕是贫穷、是健康是疾病，
爱你的这颗心绝对不会变。

我爱你。
这三个字已简单的把以上所有的肺腑之言概括。
我爱你。这是个承诺。

语录

一生就这么一次，该谈一场以结婚为目的的恋爱。
不再因为任性而不肯低头，不再因为固执而轻言分手。
最后地坚信一次，一直走，就可以到白头。
就那样相守，在来往的流年里，岁月安好。
惟愿这一生，执子之手，与子偕老！

I want us, to last forever.

So. How can I mend the break?
How can I pull things together again?
I love you.

“ I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly.

缘分 : 选择

我们相逢，相遇，相识，是一种缘分。
我们相知，相思，相爱 ，是我们的选择。

缘分是个很奇妙的东西。它会在你最意想不到的时候，微妙的闯入你的世界里，从此你的生命不再一样。 

选择是个需要深切思考的东西。它会改变你所有的一切，决定你往后的路程，是喜是悲是苦是甜，都会因为你作出的选择而断定。 

缘分和选择是息息相关的。
倘若没有缘分，那么你连作出选择的机会都没有。
倘若没有作出选择，那么天赐给你的缘分也就不能延续。

我和你，是因为缘分的安排，是因为彼此的选择。

Feeling very uncomfortable tonight.
Nausea struck me, and I was close to blackout.

Very uncomfortable.

Meow

Meow meow meow. Meow meow meow ? Meow. Meow meow meow meow meow meow. Meow meow. Meow meow meow meow meow. :(  

Meow, meow.

Autocad Autocad! 疯了

Suffocated

Right. So. Nine hours later imma sit for my technical drawing examination. Speaking of that. It is my worst nightmare.

Even when I think about it, my hands shake, my blood rushes, my heart leaps. Yes yes though I have last minute tips for the questions tomorrow, but what's the use of the tips if I do not even comprehend the drawings?! LOL. It is definitely toooooooo late to ask around. Everybody is busy with their own revisions to help you out. Not even my best friend. So, I am DOOMED.  :))))

Praying very hard that I can answer all the questions with full wisdom tomorrow with God's blessings. Meow.

Queen Inhyun's Man - a drama so gonna drown you in tears.

Travelling through time and space has been a concept much explored by the human race. The ability to warp and manipulate the very essence of time itself is an idea that has permeated the entertainment culture, manifesting itself in the plot lines of T.V. shows, novels, and movies.

In my free time, I’ve decided to follow Queen In-hyun’s Man, a drama that is surprisingly good and touching.

The drama switches between two time periods, 1694 and 2012. The 1694 story line, set during the Joseon era, features our hero Kim Boong-do as he tries to restore the exiled Queen In-hyun. This storyline is fraught with political intrigue as he fights the conniving plans of Minister Min, who supports the opposing Lady Jang. It is in this time period he is given the time-travelling talisman that transports him to the future. The talisman works only for him and only when the hero is in immediate danger of death. Returning to his time period is a bit easier and doesn't require a threat of death.

The modern storyline features Choi Hee-jin, an actress playing the role of Queen In-hyun for a sageuk in her time. She becomes the only friend that Kim Boong-do has in the new world. After a couple of hijinks, the two somehow fall in love.
BUT. As Kim Boong-do goes back to the Joseon era, his talisman gets torn and his memories of his time in the modern era fade away.

Time becomes the main antagonist as the largest obstacle these two have to face. 
Well Hee-jin  has 300 years blocking her love. The fact that the biggest obstacle the two characters have to face is an abstract idea, time, provides for a more satisfying ending when they do overcome it.

Along with the plot, the characters are written well. Hee-jin is a spunky, impulsive woman. She has her childish moments and she is pulling off the role well, able to portray the spontaneity and the spacey nature of the character. Hee-jin is a good complement to the level headed and serious Kim Boong-do.
Speaking of the Joseon scholar, he has easily become one of my favorite male characters in the K-drama world. He is not a cold, detached, obnoxious, man who has no understanding of basic human interaction. Instead he is an intelligent, level headed, noble, sexy, (ahem) scholar.
 To be honest, I’m bracing myself for some noble idiocy because this man is just too awesome to exist in a K-drama rom-com. He’s just too damn adorable trying to figure out the 21st century.

The aspect of time travel is well explored in this drama.  History has been tweaked as he uses the tools in the future to help him survive and that could have some unintended consequences. The drama also effectively uses time travel as a way for Kim Boong-do to travel quicker. He understands that modern modes of transportation are more efficient and faster. He uses that to his advantage to move freely about and execute his plans. It further emphasized the clever nature of the character and it helped drive the plot.

Anyway...I seriously don't think I can coherently express the extent of my love for this drama. The amount of good things about it is just too much to list. Just - everything about it is perfect. The cinematography is wonderful - you have to physically watch the drama itself to appreciate just how visually stunning it is. And the music is so beautiful - I love saguek instrumentals in general, but here the music is alternately epically exhilarating, breathtakingly romantic or just simply gorgeous and sweeping and plain awesome - it literally makes me get goosebumps and makes my heart beat faster and creates this AWESOME ambience and does all the things that a drama OST should do, and more.

有一份莫名的感动

这种感觉何等强烈。
是一种莫名的感动。偶尔想起会心跳加速; 闭上眼会扬起嘴角笑; 为了守护着这这种感动可以不惜一切为之奋勇，甚至是我每天呼吸的理由。
这份莫名的感动，可以塑造你，既可以把你摧毁。这份莫名的感动，可以时而让你兴奋又紧张，时而让你难受又心疼。

如果就只有那么一次，你是否愿意一辈子把这份莫名的感动当永远的靠岸？

我愿意。因为这份莫名的感动源自于你。

Death

Are you afraid of death?
What death is like ?
Some says it brings tremendous fear, grief and torment.
Some says it is peaceful, happy and joyous.

Last night was a long night for me. I tossed and turned in my bed, while the thought of death twirled in my brain like socks in a dryer.

As a Catholic Christian, I believe in the existence of Heaven, Purgatory, and Hell. When a soul leaves the body, it will head towards one of the destination. For eternity.

Heaven is a place where a soul will find eternal peace, joy and bliss. The love of God so intense, song of praises all day long, feasts and banquets in the house of God. A place where there will no longer be pain and anger, no hunger and poverty, no anguish and bitter pills. This is a place where everybody on earth longs to be in after death.

Purgatory is a place where impure souls will have to purify themselves before entering heaven. These souls are not banished from God's kingdom, they are not sentenced to Hell, they are just not pure enough to enter to the Gates Of Heaven. In this place, they will experience the grief of not being able to see God's glory. The people on earth will have to offer prayers for them, so that their souls may find peace soon.

Hell. Hell. Hell. Is the most horrible.place you can ever imagine. There are anointed people who have been chosen by God to enter Hell and come back to life again to spread the good news, described hell as a place of unimaginable torment. The souls are trapped in hell, pleading and begging for mercy, while some curse and spit in the name of God.
The demons torture them with fire, serpents eat and tear their insides apart, sharp blades are pierced into their body over and over again.

So , are you afraid of death ?
Well to be frank, I am. Life is too fragile. You never know when is your turn to leave.
There are so many things that I havent achieve, so many places I've never been, so many words unspoken, so many leaps not taken.

STELENA

We ship for so many reasons: encouragement, desperation, connections, and the ultimate feeling, LOVE. We are encouraged by bonds so strong that they can stand the test of time, death and loss. We become desperate if our team is not together, and at times, we are willing to do over the top things to make it happen. We connect to a story, to characters and to a love in bloom. We yearn or lust to see two people together, and when it happens, we are overwhelmed with emotion.
Then there is love – the one emotion that everything is all about – the one thing we are willing to die for, and give up everything for.

Stelena is magical, and yes I will say it, they were destined to be together from the beginning. We all remember the story of Stefan finding the crashed car of Elena’s parents on Wickery Bridge and making the decision to save her when he simply did not have to. Stefan didn’t know who she was or even that she looked like his first love, Katherine (Yes, my belief is that he did love Kat, but it was not a true love). He only saw this by investigating the car crash and saving the girl. Then he “had to know her”. The EPIC love story was about to begin.

I can’t say that it’s a great story to tell the grand kids – “we met at the bathroom entrance” – but this is where the story unfolds. Their eyes met, they talked, it was awkward, but most of all, it was epic. 

Throughout Vampire Diaries season 1, Stefan and Elena’s relationship was tested and they were left ever shattered for other loves (I’m talking unconditional love here.), family and what’s good for the majority and the well being of others. 

They have been made to separate, made to lie and even made to lie to each other to keep the other protected. 

Damon tested their relationship with his love for and obsession with Katherine and even by killing one of Elena’s best friends, Vicki, and turning her into a vampire – possibly, showing Elena it’s better off not to be around a vampire at all. But by episode 10, Stefan feels that his love for Elena is not enough to keep her safe and the right thing to do is walk away. He does this out of love and devotion to her. Of course, Elena doesn’t see it this way, and she confronts him – “If you walk away, it’s for you. Because I know what I want. Stefan. I love you.”

However, more tests are about to unfold.  Elena finds out a shocker. She is the exact look alike of Stefan’s first love, Katherine. Elena feels betrayed, and this truth is too much for her to handle. And throughout the rest of the season, Stelena’s ship continues to get rocked. Stefan goes through a dark time (No more drinking the squirrels.) and Isobel, Elena’s biological mother, would come back to test them by trying everything in her power to keep Elena away from the Salvatore brothers.

We are now over half way in to Vampire Diaries season 3 and the ship has been overcome by pirates – the people responsible for them not being together. At the end of season 2, Damon was bitten by a werewolf, which was a death sentence for him. When Klaus told Stefan “the only thing stronger than the love for blood, is the love of this one girl”, I think Klaus was wrong. Stefan has a bigger love, a stronger love, and that is his love for his brother. He’s needed his brother with him the entire time he’s been a vampire and he could not watch him die. He was willing to, and in fact did, give up everything (including walking away from Elena) to save his brothers life, only to become the one thing he hated the most, “The Rippah”. This was, in my humble opinion, the ultimate test for Stelena. The Stefan that Elena fell in love with was gone.

But fear not. As we’ve watched Stefan being “The Rippah”, we’ve also seen glimpses of the old Stefan still hiding in there, and Stelena fans all over have seen this too. I do not think any of us can forget the epic phone call where Stefan did not have to say a word to Elena – “Stefan, I love you, always hold onto that”. Even with the test of Elena possibly having feelings for Damon, the Stelena ship stands strong. Even Klaus admitted “That kind of love never dies”. And as Caroline has stated, Klaus is “like over a billion years old”, so he cannot be wrong. He is a wise man.

 Ultimately, love needs to be tested and proved to be true.

Not For Sale.

Care. Honesty. Love. Attention. Support. Comfort. Shelter. Tolerance. Understanding.
Not sold in supermarkets.

You've got to earn them to have them. Same like you've got to pay five dollars for a bar of milk chocolate. Just that you can't actually pay cash or swipe your credit cards to obtain those.

You have to care to be cared. To be honest to never get cheated on. To love to be loved. To give attention to be found. To support to hear applause. To comfort to be comforted. And the list goes on.

So.... What goes around comes around.

HOH

So today, all those missing-you sensations and emotions just got heightened. The feelings were compounded.

I realized I spent about half an hour sitting in front of my computer, looking at your pictures and kept muttering " i miss you i miss you i miss you". Lol. 

I wish you were here. With me. Right now. I wish I knew a ju-ju that could transport you from Perth to where I am now. :)

Vampire Diaries

Yeah I confess I'm kinda obsessed with Vampire Diaries recently. I think it is because of the fascinating story about vampires, werewolves and witches; spells and bites. Wait, okay I admit part of it, just part of it, is that the Salvatore brothers are gorgeous looking, so is Elena.
Although some part of the story portrays really evil shoots which I would feel faint each time I watch, the story taught me about love.
Nothing can stop one from loving, as long as the love is real, not even death. So I guess that's what it meant by " Till Death Do Us Part ". :)

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day,
You came into my life and I thought " Hey you know, this could be something."
Cause everything you do and words you say,
You know that it all takes my breath away,
And now you're my everything.

So yeah it's true,
That I cant live without you.
And maybe two is better than one.
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone.
And I'm thinking two is better than one. 


I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing.

期待

又有了新的期待，期待年尾放大假能轻松轻松之外, 更是期待能和你再重逢．

I love you

You are always there when I need a shoulder to lean on. When I need a hug to seek comfort. When I need a kiss as motivation. When I need a smile as inspiration.

You never know how much you mean to me. So much that well, I am willing to give up everything just to seek for the wondrous joy I see in your eyes.

Each time I skim through our text messages, I would smile to myself, finding myself fall over and over again for you. I know we don't have to see, to touch, and to hold in order to love.
It is in our hearts. For eternity.

Good Morning Good Night

Every dawn, it is more than just a " Good Morning".
Every gloom, it is more than just a "Good Night".

Just that at times, we tend to take them for granted and every greeting seems like a monotonous chore.
But I realized,
It is nice to have that someone so special that you save every first and last greeting for them every single day. :)
The first that pass through your mind every morning, and the last to kiss you goodnight every bed time.
It works magic. It creates miracles. Most importantly, it shows love. 

You

Every day passes just like that. 

The sun rises this moment, and sets on the next. The moon shines this moment, and dims on the next. 

Sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of life. 

What does it provide, what does it promise, what does it paint? 

At this place on my own, sometimes I feel lost and I wander around aimlessly.

Sometimes I feel like giving up, walk away and just fall.

But every time I am about to fall off the cliff, you would come to the rescue and pull me back to your side.

Every time I am in tears, you would wipe off the tears on my cheeks and promise me rainbows.

I guess I cannot find anybody else in the universe that loves me this much like you do.

Hey you. I miss you. :)

好想好想

忽然想起，你搔痒我的时候。最怕痒的我，一定痒得翻滚大笑，头发也都凌乱不堪，你还是继续搔。
这也是一个消耗卡路里的方法，因为会滚得流汗。哈哈哈。
亲爱的，好想好想你。

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我常在想，应该再也找不到，任何人像你对我那么好。:)

明天的彩虹

如果明天的明天，还有明天，明天的明天的明天，还有明天的明天。。。。。
我依然会用我最真诚的心爱你。:)

Heeee. :)

我们走过了很长很长的道路，

我们经过了很多很多的旅途，

我们穿过了很浓很浓的烟雾，走到了今天。

虽然我们不能每个周末逛街看电影；

不能一起吃饭打球；

只能通过小小的电脑屏幕，

聊聊天，谈谈情，

可是雨过天晴的天色，远远比什么都值得。

遇见你之前，不懂什么是快乐。

你融入我的世界后，原来幸福随手可得。

谢谢你给我的一切美好。

:)

:)

Love. 

永恒

陪伴我左右许久的项链，无时无刻都在提醒我，
你一直都没有离开过我的视线。

你说它似我和你的心，紧紧的扣在一起，

没有你的允许，我绝对不能走丢。

那一天的诺言，是永恒的契约。

最神奇的一句话

很久以前，有一个国王想找到一句话，一句能让高兴的人听了难过，难过的人听了就会高兴。
但他找了很长的时间都没有找到。一直到有一天深夜里，他梦见了一位天使对他说了句话，真是自己想找的。

这句最神奇的话是 ： “ 这一切都会过去。“

不管是好的还是坏的，没有一件东西可以永恒不变。
当你失败、痛苦的时候，你要告诉自己 “ 这一切都会过去。”
当你成功，得意忘形的时候，你要告诉自己 “ 这一切都会过去。”

好的人生，是一个过程。而不是一个状态；它是一个方向，而不是终点。

好不容易

看到身边的朋友被爱伤得那么重，有如行尸走肉，痛苦至极，因此有所感慨。

爱，真的不容易。

要喜欢上一个人，只需要短短的几分钟。接着就开始展开话题，又付出了真情，然后在一起，牵手走街接吻拥抱，后来又因为什么事情，争吵，分手，回到了原点。

如果爱一个人，可以随口说再见、可以随心说分手，这已不是爱。

有哪一份爱是完美无缺的？每个人都有自己的观点，想法和性子。唯有包容和了解彼此，并且赞赏对方的优点，接纳对方的缺点，才能够维持一段永久的感情。

当然，要找到一个真正能够和你走过每一段路，陪在你身边支持你，愿意和你捱过重重难关，能包容你每一个过错的另一半，确实很难。

找到了，就要珍惜这来得不易的感情。:)

感慨

每一天就这么过，说充实并不充实; 说颓废并不颓废。

每个早晨的目标就是寻找每一天里含有的意义。说的话; 遇的人; 做的事，都是影响你道路的因素。

我不断的前进，因为我知道，梦想离我不远了。

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想念

Bla bla bla checked in at Kings Park, Perth, Western Australia.

Bla bla bla is tagged with fla fla fla at Harbor Town, Perth.

有时候在面子书看到身边在澳洲留学的朋友们 check in ， 心里会难免不由自主地羡慕起来，有一股冲动像巨浪般拍打着胸膛。
心里会想 “如果那个人换成我那该有多好。“
会突然很想念很想念打宁。:(

美好的东西值得等待，为对的伴侣是值得付出的。

没有分离，就没有重逢的喜悦。没有考验，就没有稳重的真爱。

今夜，我好想你...................... :)

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如果

每个人在生命的某个阶段，难免会有个荒谬的念头闪过。

“ 如果生命可以重来”

“ 如果我可以重新做选择”

“ 如果时间可以倒流”...............

如果我的生命可以重来，我还是会选择你。

Promises

Time flies. A month ago on the 5th of June, I was thrilled by the thought of meeting you so soon. I remembered telling mommy : " Mommy! Why is it still 10am! How I wish I am now on the plane to Perth.” 
Mommy then replied : " A month later on this very date, you will recall what you have said and wish you could turn back time."

It's true. A month has passed. And time will run fast enough for me to see you again few more months later.

Distance separates. True love remains. Promises never change.

To Travel Is Better Than To Arrive

“Some famous guy once said, ‘To travel is better than to arrive‘. and I was like ‘What!?’ Well, because I used to think that there was only one path to take to where you wanna get to be in life. But if you choose that one path, that doesn’t mean you have to abandon all the others. I realized that it’s actually what happens along the way….that counts. The stumbles or the falls. The friendships. It’s the journey. Not the destination. You just gotta -I guess- trust the future will work itself out like it’s supposed to.”
-Moose (Adam G. Sevani)


This quote was taken from the movie Step Up 3D.  I had my presentation in lecture this evening, and the quote above was used by my group as the main theme for our talk . 

 I like the quote “To travel is better than to arrive” because it truly is about the journey we take in life. Sometimes the journey isn’t what we expected. I, for one, know that first hand. However, it’s the knowledge we gain, the people we meet, and the mistakes we learn from that gets us to where we want to be in life.


In my opinion, when we just have the destination in mind it skews the direction we want to go in and the way we ultimately perceive things. By only seeing the destination in mind we don’t realize the obstacles we’re going to have to go through to get there. I think this quote truly defines that we won’t get anywhere in life without having to work hard for whatever it is we want to achieve or where we want to get. We WILL have to work hard and put in the effort to learn. We WILL meet people, make friendships, and build relationships–some that last and some that don’t, unfortunately. And we WILL make mistakes. With those mistakes (and failures) we’ll have to learn to pick ourselves back up.


What makes life so precious? It’s the journey we go through. What we experience and what we gain from those experiences while headed towards the destination. The end result.


Right now I am travelling on a road where it will lead me to my dreams. Though what I am going to face while travelling is a question mark. I still hope I could endure them all with faith and courage. 

Doomsday

Had a dream last night. Kinda scary. I dreamed about doomsday. Or in other word, end of the world.
I was in a restaurant, funny enough, the restaurant was situated somewhere in a Western country. Probably Hungry Jack, Subway, Taco Time or Upper Crust.

I ordered some chips with a group of friends ( I have no idea who they were) and sat down. Then something big happened. A guy was hit on the thighs by a sword flew from nowhere. Disgusting, nauseating as I looked at the pool of blood. We escaped from the restaurant.

I got into a car, a Hilux I remember.  I was at the passenger seat, fidgeting, wondering what would happen next. Suddenly, like a bolt from the blue, balls of fire fall from the dark sky. 

Every body ran for their lives. Nothing can preclude the fire balls from hitting the earth. Fire gutted everything on the surface. Thick smoke billowing from the burning bushes was visible.

We panicked as the driver beside me was suddenly found dead. I was asked to take over the place and drove along.

And then, I woke up.
Happy to find myself so comfortably laying on my bed.

Doomsday is definitely near. But the question is, are you ready for the Lord's Kingdom ?

就这样决定吧！

当我 18 岁时，
我们在一起，
我们牵着手走过每一条街，
我们见了彼此的家人，
获取他们的认同。

当我 24 岁时，

我们还在一起，

我会挽起留了很久的长发，

做你最美丽的新娘。

当我 27 岁时，
我们还在一起，
都很喜欢小孩子的我们，
一起期待迎接那个加入我们小家庭新生命的将临。

当我 30 岁时，我们在一起，

我们一起用心经营我们的家，
你白天在外打拼，我在家为你熬汤。
你放工回家，我们陪着孩子们玩闹，谈笑。

当我 35 岁时，
我们还在一起，
或许偶尔会因为生活上的烦闷小斗嘴，
可是心里是温暖的，幸福的。












当我 40 岁时，
我们还在一起，
就算激情已不再，一切归于平淡，
嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦，
但眼神中关怀那么满。

当我 50 岁时，
我们还在一起，
孩子离开我们去追寻各自的幸福，
但依然有我陪在你身边，
晚霞时分一起漫步公园。

当我 60 岁时，
我们还在一起，
是时候停下脚步歇息。
去做我们想做的事，到我们想去的地方。

当我 70 岁时，
我们还在一起。
孙子们绕膝叫我们 ”爷爷！” ， “奶奶！”
但我还是当你是一个不会照顾自己的孩子，
呵护着你。

当我 76 岁时，
我们还在一起。
我们要庆祝金婚纪念日，
不需要什么烛光晚餐，
我会下厨做你最爱吃的，让你觉得窝心。

当我 80 岁时，
我们还在一起。
我们会坐在码头岸边，看日落。
虽然都不知道生命会持续到那一天，
可是因为身边有彼此的陪伴，
我们不再畏惧死亡。

我不求些什么，因为拥有你，就拥有了全世界。
我这一生，就这样决定吧！:)

A Year Of Love

Today , 17th of June, is a day of passionate joy and worthy to be remembered.
We have been holding each other's hands for a year. :)

I will not say that it is easy for us to walk through it, but we made it. There are no perfect relationships. Only two person who stays firm together because they give each other something that nobody else could.
I gave baby all my heart, and he gave me his care and smiles that could melt me instantly. That is something that we both cannot find from elsewhere. :)
Despite the bitterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr distance that separates us for a few months before we can meet again, we went through it with faith and love.

Though missing him could be very painful at times, yearning to hug him tight, but whenever I think of him telling me that our separation now is only temporary and that we have forever to spend together, I would smile and whisper in my heart " I will wait. " 

Great thanks to Viber, Whatsapp and Skype. They helped us go through the temporary bitterness. We had phone talks every night, we laughed and we chatted like there is no tomorrow. 
If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, I guess we made the time spent together a melody that could be replayed over and over without getting stale.

On this very special day, roses and reservation at the restaurant is unnecessary. All we need is LOVE. :)
Love doesn't mean anything if you're not willing to make a commitment, and you have to think not only about what you want, but about what he wants. Not just now, but in the future.

Baby you have always been special to me. You are my guide to light up my way, my strength to keep me moving on, my pillar to lean on and my happy pill to shoo my gloominess. But of all, you are an angel sent by God to stay by my side.

Thank you baby. You are my everything.
I love you now, and forever-more. 

Somewhere Over The Rainbow

Waiting alone at the departure hall back to.Kuching. Time flies. Like whoosh! Really fast.

I still remember the day I checked in to depart to Perth; I remember the butterfly flutters I get when I see baby's yellow car waiting outside Perth International Airport; I remember the icey cold wind that blows through my hair that winter morning; I remember pinching his cheeks and dragging him out of bed every morning; I remember the heavenly taste of the juicy steak he cooked to satisfy my hunger; I remember our very own cosy cinema at home with hot chrysanthemum tea and Smiths' chips; I remember his every smile and movements that rings in my mind; I remember the tickling pokes he gives me which made me erupt in gales of laughter.

I miss him.

Frankly, I hate separation. It hurts so bad that tears would sting every time the  sensation hit my button. A feeling so bad I couldn't think of ways to dislodge it. My heart has been compressed into a small lump of rock, but  heavy as an anvil enough to choke at my throat.

But all these are necessary for us to meet again.

A long distance relationship is powerful. It shapes and moulds us into individuals that come to cherish one another more, to miss one another more. I would never give up. We have forever to spend with each other.  :)

Till we meet again, I know that somewhere over the rainbow, you are there missing me too.

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终于到了

盼了一日又一日，等了一月又一月，终于等到了这一天。

这一天的到来，就是我坚持着的理由。就是鼓励我的希望。

再过一阵子，天一亮，清晨的阳光露出彩霞时，便是我和他再次相见的时候。 =)

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Gossips.

People who gossips about you, they are usually looking for something to kill their boredom; or maybe they find your life a whole lot more interesting than theirs; or they envy your perfect picture; or perhaps they are half insane.

Yeah we are human. There are times where we cannot avoid gossiping about other people.
So it is best that I close my eyes, shut my ears and play dumb.
You cannot hurt me with your actions. :)

Go ahead. I know no fear.

Day - 6 in Kuching.
Time flies.
On one hand I'm glad that time is running fast for the day to meet baby is so soon. On the other hand I'm rather terrified and annoyed by the pace of it, for I'm pretty sure the nine days I'm going to spend with him will swoosh in no time.


Every moment spend together generates lifelong memories. :)

Home :)

After months of anticipation and strong desire, I am finally back to where I belong. HOME.
Nothing feels better than being home. The moment I saw the city lights of Kuching from the plane, my heart beats with a glow of triumphant, my legs went jello, my eyes were filled with fanatical gleam. You could literally read " Oh I am Home!" just from the expression of my countenance.

Back to my home-town, back to my cosy little bedroom, my soft kushy mushy bed and my little toy friends.

And tonight, I shall go to bed, with my eyes peacefully closed, for the first time ever, so deeply asleep, all because I am HOME. =)

=(

To love, and to be loved back.

It takes two to make love works. You and I.

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知足常乐

不需要很富有，不愁吃不愁穿就好。
不需要很多朋友，知心的一两个就好。
不需要很多人宠，真心爱我的一个就好。
不需要拥有太多东西，能每天知足快乐就好。

Tomorrow's exam gives me brain cramps. I was never good at Mathematics, Calculations and stuffs like that. Bye bye Alyssa.

Short

Life is remarkably short. Short as in today you still see the daffodils blooming across the wide field, tomorrow they wilt.

Short as in this minute you see the sun shines triumphantly, the next minute dark clouds took over the blazing sun.

Short as in today you still talk to your loved ones, kiss em across the cheek, laughed through the phone. The next day you would probably never get to see them again.

Life is short.

God made everything work in His time. Sometimes we are called home at the most unexpected times.

Cherish everything that you have at the moment.

Things on earth are ephemeral. Love while you can. 

I love my family, and

I love you baby.

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Praying hard for flight promos again. Real hard. If not I would have to fork out ways ( well I can't think of any other way which is as effective as eating one meal a day) to save up to that amount of $.
*pout*

A little disappointed. But the disappointment is sharp enough to paint my happiness black.

压抑的情绪，没有释放的余地。

唉。我是不是把自己逼得太紧了。:(
怎么我想喘气都觉得无力。

Irreplaceable

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Why?

The cooling breeze tonight after the rain caused my breath to hold for the slightest of moments, as the wonderment of the beauty of it collects in a bag of mixed emotions, leaving me to feel a true sense of joy in the end.

I could not deny. I miss you.
So much that I am starting to feel the ache. The inexplicable feeling I get whenever I think about you.

We greeted each other every morning with a hug; we prepared meals together, teased you and said you are a badddddd cook; watched movies at night together. Everything felt so right with you around. :)

Baby I miss you.

Hehehe

Once again, baby you made me laughed SO HARD when I needed an antidote for my worries over exams.

I wanted to grumble about my anxiety, but I do not even have a chance to heave a sigh! For you painted my gloomy night with rainbows. :)

Isn't it amazing,to have someone who knows exactly where to hit your button and make you smile like a psycho ? :P

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