Monday 30 May 2011

放弃一点,就能幸福一点

Monday 30 May 2011
曾经紧紧的将它握在手心,它却像细沙一样悄然无情的从指缝间流失,攥到累了,将手放了,它又停止了流动,稳稳的聚在手中,就这样,不经意间,幸福被我留住了。

到底什么是幸福?没人能给它过多的诠释。像猫转着圈圈,尾巴追随着它,那么幸福就是追随;像初恋的情人间的甜蜜,幸福便是恋爱的美感;像一个人一穷二白,突然有天突发横财,幸福就是贫穷与富贵的转化的一瞬间。 

然而,猫的尾巴总有累的时候; 海誓山盟总有不能兑现的时候 ;金钱财富总有消失的时候,当我们没了曾经所拥有的东西,我们还幸福吗?我以为只有拥有了才是幸福的,然而我错了。

一些东西,一些人,注定与你只能擦肩而过,刻意的挽留,只能心力憔悴。偶尔的时候,放开你的双手,不刻意,不经营,只是一个简单的动作——放手,幸福就在不经意间被你留驻了。

坐在空旷的公交车上,随车漫无目的的前行,看着街上为生计而忙碌的人们,他们穿行在高楼大厦间,那里已经成为了他们的第二个家。他们脸上呈现出 疲惫的容颜,定是昨天又为了几份薪水忙了个不可开交,他们幸福吗?也许,是幸福的吧,然而,我总认为,现代人的幸福早已被物欲所弥漫。于是,幸福成了物质 的代名词。现代人心底的那弘明净的清泉,早已随着生活干涸。物欲的幸福过后,精神的幸福在哪?

大街小巷里穿行着看起来庸懒的人,显然,他们的穿着,他们的样貌,他们使用的交通工具不能与都市人相比,但他们有笑脸,对生活的满足的笑脸,那是一张张幸福的笑脸,在人们的皱纹间绽放,在孩子与大人的牵手间握出,在平凡的人们上下班的身影中闪现。是,他们的物质生活并不富裕,但,他们的精神生活更为充实,他们懂得放弃,放弃不属于自己的,幸福就在他们的手中握住。
 
原来要幸福很简单,心境豁达些,懂得放弃一点点,那么就幸福一点点!





Friday 27 May 2011

Another Day Closer To Say Goodbye

Friday 27 May 2011
Morninggggg. :)
It's another day closer to leave Kuching. :')
Lying on mummy's bed listening to mummy talking on the phone right now. Looking at her pretty countenance.
Several weeks later, I won't get to lie here like how I used to. :'(

I'm addicted to Final Fantasy's "Eyes On Me" Acoustic Guitar Version. It's so touching. Literally melted my heart. <3

Okay, stop the depressing topic. :)
I just got my new netbook. :D
The netbook comes with a subscription of Digi Broadband RM108 per month, with a contract of 2 years.

Thursday 26 May 2011

:)

Thursday 26 May 2011



你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢着彼此, 

但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起?

也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。

也许为了自己的前程,她没有要你等下去。





也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟,对方已不再
等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。 






不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟她名正言顺的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。 





所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开,说过的话就不要轻易收回,

承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记……

有些人,有些事,既然发生了。就注定是你一生的
回忆…… 





Because Life Is Like This

I've always wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning or an end. 
Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s to happen next.
Joyful are those who shut themselves out. Who close their eyes who cover their ears. For in this way, they won't get hurt. :)



Wednesday 25 May 2011

Heart Wrenching

Wednesday 25 May 2011
My heart is as heavy as an anvil to think of separation with my family and loved ones. :(
It is not at all an easy task to discard the heart aches </3 and dislodge the pessimistic thoughts outta my mind.
The scorching pain is inevitable. That is the main cause for my gloominess these few days.
I'm here to say SORRRRRYYYYY to those whom I've been showing black faces to. :s



Well. Today's the last day of Form Six at St Thomas. Tomorrow onwards I'll be busy preparing this and that, hoping that I won't miss anything. :)

Tuesday 24 May 2011

I Think I've Made A Choice. ( At Least, For Now?? )

Tuesday 24 May 2011


SEE THATTTT ? .____.
That is one of the many reasons why I'm sooooo reluctant to continue mah Form 6. :(
Forget the co-curriculum activities, forget the assignments, forget the Research and Development stuff,
forget the daily notes, I still have those heavy books to EAT. Yes. EAT.
Worries predominated over my passion for books.
Seriously I don't know how on earth am I going to finish every single page of those and score 4 As.
I'd collapse even before the public examination. :x

SOOOOOOOO.... Most probably.....
IPTHO would be my choice. I've got positive feedbacks from the seniors at IPTHO.
According to them, the campus life over there doesn't seem to be sombre.

Once I've chosen this path, there's nonononononononono NO turning back. Oh well.
I seek counselling from Miss Law this afternoon. She gave me opinions regarding the dilemma I'm facing.


Yes, everything is in God's hands. :)
Seek guidance from the Holy Spirit, and God will lead me to the right track.
He has a plan for us, a plan for his beloved children, a plan that take us to the gate of bliss. :)

The Choices We Make, Are Ultimately Our Own Responsibility

GOOD MORNING peeps.
When the daylight began to forsake the red-room; it was already 8:45 am, and the beclouded morning was tending to drear twilight. 


Ahh. My habitual mood of sadness creeped in once again. Self doubt. Forlorn depression. Fell damp on the embers of my decaying ire.
The same question rang so hard behind my mind again. 
" WHERE SHOULD I BEGIN MY LONG JOURNEY OF LIFE ? "


I have four, no, five choices now. 
1 ) IPTHO, Batu Pahat, Johor.
2 ) Form 6 at St Thomas
3 ) Keeping my fingers crossed and wait for the JPA appeal result
4 ) Diploma in Nursing at Nanyang Polytechnic, Singapore
5 ) Duduk kat rumah goyang kaki sampai lapar mati. =..=


Well OBVIOUSLY the fifth choice is not a wise one UNLESS my grandpa is Donald Trump.
( GORGEOUS LOOKING OLD MAN. WITH $$$$ KA-CHINGGG )


Ahh... Choices choices. Roads Roads. Decision Making. 
Hmm. 


In the long run, we shape our lives, and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die. And the choices we make are ultimately our own responsibility
Aly's Blog © 2014