First Week

Time runs. Time flies. Time speeds.
My first week back to Johor is over. Lucky that lectures have not started yet. So basically I am enjoying my free time playing games and watching dramas.
Lectures officially starts tomorrow. Yah.

Baby is sick today. Usually I can hardly hear a cough from him. But this time he is seriously ill and had to visit the doctor. I pray for him for a speedy recovery.

Allowance won't be coming in, not until the end of March. So that means I have to live a thrifty life for 3 months. Maggie noodles, cream crackers and milo for three months. :O

Waving Hi to 2013

Today is the 1st of January, 2013.  ( I wondered what happened to 21/12/12 which was supposed to be the end of the world as many funny people has predicted ) So I'm happy that I'm still here.

I left hometown today for college again. And of course, goodbye to baby. It was horrible.
I am born to have over sensitive tears glands. Once I cry, I flood the whole town.

Although our separation is hard to bear, I am happy that we have been together for nearly two years and still counting. :)  We overcame the barrier of distance hooray!

So here I am now back in Johor. Early flight at 6am, forcing me to cry with sleepy sleepy eyes. I remember waving goodbye to my family and baby. Even after I passed the immigration check I was still trying to walk really slowly to just catch another glance of baby.

Everything once so familiar to me here suddenly felt so strange now. I am still not used to it. Back to the life where I have to get up at 7 in the morning, where I have no entertainment but Facebook and dramas, where I have to go aunty shopping at the hypermarket during the weekends, where I have to attend classes until 5pm and the WORST THING is, I am back to being away from home, away from Baby. :(
I'll eventually pull myself together though. No worries. I just need two or three days to get over my moodswings.

So I went to the mall with my roommate today to buy some necessities. I was stupid to buy so many cartons of low fat milk at one go, together with my toilet towel, washing detergents and other heavy stuffs. ( I could actually wait until weekend to buy milk). And then we met a silly bus driver who dropped us 1km away from my college. So we walked with grumpy faces under the blazing sun.

( Look around my room)
Ok stop sighing I am already a grown up so be one.
Hello 2013. Be nice!

Pray

Strengthen Baby's mummy, O God, to do what she has to do and bear what she has to bear; that, accepting your healing gifts through the skill of surgeons and nurses, she may be restored to usefulness in your world with a thankful heart. I also pray that her health may be restored perfectly, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

PC Fair Day Two

U know. Really. I am now being pushed to the edge. Uhhhh!
Today's cash short of like, five hundred ringgit.  What!?

Ok let me explain.
See, I work as the CASHIER for PC IMOOT.  (the company's name has been made up) . PC IMOOT placed me under Logitech Booth with another three Logitech promoters who have nothing to do with PC IMOOT. 

Now. As the cashier, I am in charge of the cash only. Whatever the promoters sell, they have to go through me for money. They name the amount, I give the money they  needed.
First, all cash bills are hand written by the promoters.
Second, all sale records are not computerized. We do not have a proper cash register.  All they gave me was a canvas bag to hold the cash.
Third, one day's sales can exceed five thousand.

Look, I think it is really illogical to manage sales this way.
Now short of five hundred, i hope they won't blame it on me. Really.
The promoters might name me the wrong amount??  Or the hand written bills are faulty?? Why it has to be me??

Duh. 
Five hundred.  Lol.
Very.  Very. Very. Speechless.

PC FAIR DAY ONE

Oh. Finally. I am now in bed, where I must say, is the best place to be.
Exhausted and all worn out after a day's work.
Met new colleagues. Kept one another company for the last 10 hours. My leader is a nice guy. ( I'm lucky phew ). Statistic shows that guy leaders are way more lenient than woman leaders. (Women are temperamental hahaha )
Bad news is, I totally screwed up my first day's salary.
Right. Short of money from the sales. I am the cashier. See?
Sigh. Bad luck. I almost burst into a fountain of tears. 
It is not fair. Yes I was appointed to hold the cash but the other promoters did take charge of the money as well.

Gahhh.  Whatever.  }:(

Countdown

Exactly two weeks from now, we shall meet again, after half a year.
Excited much. Imagine the sudden rush of joy and butterflies at the first glance. It is going to feel like first love again. Hahahaha!

Life and Hope ; Get Well Soon

Life is beautiful but not always easy, it has problems, too, and the challenge lies in facing them with courage, letting the beauty of life act like a balm, which makes the pain bearable, during trying times, by providing hope. There is no doubt that life is not just a bed of roses; thorns are also a part of it and should be accepted by us just as we accept the beautiful side of life. There are times in life where you will not find peace, where you will be struck with all means of agony. But always have Hope. Always.

I have come to know and comprehend the feeling of apprehension, worry and panic when a dear one is at the verge of danger. My heart raced 180 bpm, my body tightened and a sudden chill took over me without notice. The next minute, a tear rolled down my cheek unwillingly.

It is painfully difficult for everyone who cares about her. I earnestly hope and pray that she will be able to go through this uphill struggle with strength and courage. There are so many things that I have not share and do with her. The family needs her around. Get well soon. :') Although no words can really help to ease the pain she bears, just know that she is very close in my every thought and prayer.

And hey, Baby. I will always be here rain or shine. To comfort and to support you when you feel utterly dismayed. Things will be okay. We are almost there.